My heart is so heavy today, my chest hurts.
My soul aches for closure, my soul aches for my babies, my soul aches for the pain to end, my soul just aches.
When will this pain end? The question that I have asked every day for almost a year. I can answer that now. It will never end, it will never stop hurting. Those that have told me that time will heal; lied, time will not heal this pain, time will heal nothing. I live in pain, I live in sorrow, a mere shell of myself.
What is the point? I have not hope, I hoped that the pain would ease, the pain will lessen. It hasn’t, it wont…
Im a sad kind of sick, the kind of sad where nothing comes out.