You made me do it alone……

You made me so it alone

I carry the pain and punishment for the both of us

Whoever wrote this post secret postcard

You are not alone

#metoo

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It would almost be your birthday

It would almost of been your second birthday and I sit here and reflect on the last two and a half years.

What would life be like?

I’m so happy with my life but there is still a part of me is sad and there is still a small part of my heart is broken.

But know that I love you, know that I think of you everyday, know that I wanted you, know that you are forever a part of me.

I know that you are the wind in my hair, the birds that I hear, butterflies that I see, the soft grass that I touch and the warmth that pops into my heart every now and then. I know that you are near, I know that you are here.

I shared this photo with your dad xx

Know that I try to include him, know that I think of him with kindness. Just because he doesn’t reply doesn’t mean he doesn’t care.